Its not my fault I was left like this. They should have thought about how much emotional scars I could have gotten. I feel insecure. I feel different. I feel as if I have been left out. I feel as fat as a f****** whale. I am disgusted at myself. Why the f*** am I on earth? I should have been aborted as a baby. Sure, I may look confident, but I am not. At times I want to be noticed. Other times, I just want to be left alone in my little bubble of insecurities. I just want to be pretty. I want to be smart. I want to be beautiful. I just want to break free.
