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I feel like I’m f****** worthless. I’m a junior in high school who participates in the school theatre program. The cast lists for the last two shows of the year came out today and I’m not on them. No big deal right? It’s just high school theatre right? I’ve been in theatre for three years and I’ve only been in two shows which I’m pretty sure is the lowest amount of shows a juniors has ever been in total. There are freshmen that got cast into these show that haven’t don’t s*** for the theatre. There is people who are still taking the first initial theatre class before you take the repertory class that got into the shows. I got nothing. This is the forth time this has happened to me and I can’t f****** take it anymore. The two shows I’ve been in only one of them did I have a speaking line and the other I had 7 lines ( the least of anyone in the show.) Even as a junior. I feel like after all I have done for this program i am not valued and the director thinks I have no talent. I feel worthless. I feel like I can’t do anything right. This is the only thing I do after school and I can’t even do that right. I hate myself . I do not think I have value or talent or anything unique. I am nothing.

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