I am gay and so my whole life I have been basically hiding my true self from everyone surrounding me. I have known that I have been gay for a long time, like a long time and I don’t know what I can do. I have family that would say that I am going to burn in hell but they can burn with me if anyone is going to hell. I have some people that have accepted me but they don’t fully accept me because of there religion but I don’t think I believe in someone that has made me the one that everyone will fight and mug and basically the monkey in the middle. It’s not fair that someone of grate power over the whole universe can’t just make me and everyone accepted for just who they are. It would be nice it life was easier and if life had no problems but problems do help humans grow. I always feel like I will never feel happy and that no one will ever understand me. It feels like I speak a different language. Like no one speaks my language and I am the only one that does so everyone that I know just is confused when I talk. I have had the worst experience with life so far and I don’t see a bright future for me but you never know, maybe I will. It just hurts that I know that I have basically no one to look up to that understands me. *If you have gotten this far then you have a lot of time on your hands lol*
