I have been dating this girl for almost a year, but she doesn’t know I’m bisexual, however, In our early stages of dating I met a cute dude we flirted a lot but nothing happened between us but the inevitable happened late last year when I invited him over to my place and we ended up smashing, his head game was strong, we met a couple of times after and every time the s** was awesome. now when my girl and I smash I don’t feel anything as her cookie grip is nothing compared to my sneaky link’s a**, I have to force myself to c**, and sometimes I don’t, only when she fingers or eats my a** that I c**. She recently noticed my a****** is wider than normal when she easily slid two fingers in my a**. she asked whether I’m bisexual and she said she wouldn’t get mad if was but I could not tell her the truth.