I remember my babysitter Shawn telling me that boys can wash other boys cuz they both have wieners. He would ask me to wash his while he washed mine from the time I was 6 to the age of 10. He showed me videos of him doing it with other boys and it made me less uncomfortable about it. He would wash my wiener and I would wash his just like he did in the videos with the other boys and his wiener grew in my hands. When it did he said I had to wash it faster and I did until his wiener started shooting white stuff all over me. And then he would wash off and get out and help me. This went in for years and I never told my parents about it, but they found out that I did that when Shawn left for vacation and my mom got my cousin to watch me. When I was getting ready for a bath I asked him why he wasn’t getting in and helping me. He said “Your mom said you can bath on your own.” And I said “Yeah, but boys can bath with boys. They both have wieners.” So he got in with me. He was soaping up his body when I reached out and starting washing his wiener for him. He pushed my hand away, and when I laughed and grabbed it again he asked me where I learned to do that. When I told him my babysitter he told my parents and my babysitter was arrested. That’s how I found out I was being molested.
