I remember as a 5 year old boy asking my dad what his p**** was in the shower when we used to shower together. He told me what it was called and I asked him how his got so big. I swear I remember it looked like it was bigger than my whole head at that time. He was washing himself and I noticed it grew when he was washing it. I watched it grow a little bit and the head of his p**** poked out towards my face cuz I was eye level with it. He was rinsing off and his p**** poked my face and I grabbed it to hold it so it wouldn’t hit my face again and he wrapped his hand around mine and started to move it up and down on it. He didn’t c** but that was the first time we did anything. I remember after that he would get drunk and high and he always slept naked, but one night he was stumbling and my big brother told me to help him to bed and when I did he stumbled to his bed and he stripped his clothes off and laid down. I saw his p**** growing as he lie there and I just watched it studying I guess how mine would look. I wondered why it got bigger, and then he opened his eyes and pulled me in his bed and hugged me and told me he loved me. He asked me to stay in with him and so I asked why he slept naked. “Because it feels better sleeping with everything out to breathe.” And I listened and wanted to know what he meant so I took my clothes off and we both were laying naked. My step mom was at her moms house and my big brother didn’t care much to see where I was cuz he wanted the bunk bed to himself. I remember him wrapping his big body around my small body and as a little boy I felt like I was protected.. Until I felt him pushing his giant p**** into my back cuddling me and making some moaning noises and I don’t know if he was blacked out drunk or not but he pushed me lower to where his p**** was at my face and his hand pushed the back of my head into his p**** and it was really hard. I didn’t know what to do and he just said “Open mouth” and I did and his p**** head barely fit inside of my mouth. “Lick” and I licked it. I licked his p**** for a while and then he shoved it in my mouth and it didn’t take much of it to hit the back of my throat so I gagged and he pulled back and jerked off until he came in my mouth. I couldn’t swallow all of it and being about 5-6 year old boy I didn’t know what it was but I tried to swallow most of it and I felt like I was trying to drink a whole pool full of water except it tasted bitter and salty. He pulled me back up and kissed me goodnight and the next morning when I woke up there was dried white stuff all over my face chest and body. He was already awake and in the kitchen making breakfast. I put some underwear on and went to the kitchen and he told me “Go get a shower. You’re dirty.” And when I said “Is it the white stuff from your p****, daddy?” And he said “What are you talking about son? Go get showered.” And I washed it off. After that it was kinda weird talking to him about that stuff and I wondered why forgetting it happened after a while until he got drunk and was watching p*** on the tv in the living room and me and my brother were in there too just hanging out. My dad told us he was hot and took his clothes off. And then he got hard from the p*** on tv and I wanted to show my big brother what daddy’s p**** did so I sat next to daddy and I told my bubba to look and I grabbed it. My dad was drunk at and didn’t notice or care. My big brother said “That’s gay. Don’t do that!” And I said “Daddy let me play with it last time.” And he said “What do you mean?” And so I grabbed my dads hard p**** and started to play with it pulling it up and down and then I licked it. My brother watched and when I licked it he said “That’s enough! Don’t do that!” And my brother told me to go to bed. I went and laid in my bed and was sleeping naked when he walked in and he got on his bunk and asked me how many times I did that. I told him just once and wanted to show him and he said that that was gay. He got in my bunk and said “Boys aren’t supposed to play with boys wieners.” And I noticed his boxers were sticking up. “What’s in your boxers?” I asked and he said “Nothings in my boxers.” And I reached for it and he pulled away hiding his crotch and when I asked again what was in his boxers he said “It’s just my wiener. It’s hard from the p***.” And I told him to let me see it and he asked why. “Because daddy’s is big and mine is small. What’s yours look like bubba?” And he turned back over and his boxers sprang back up and he said “Look but don’t touch it.” And he opened the front of his boxers and his p**** came out sticking straight up. He was big, but not as big as daddy. And I wanted to feel his to know the difference though. I reached over and grabbed it and he said “God you’re such a f**.” And he laid on my bed and covered his face with a pillow. I just grabbed it and played with it for a bit studying it. “Will mine get that big soon?” I asked and he said “Idk, mine started getting bigger when I was like 13.” And I pulled it up and down and he started to squirm a little bit.