I dont know how to move on anymore, i dont know who or what i am anymore, i am having identity issues, am i a guy, a girl, non-binary?
I just dont know, i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore, i always put on a mental mask that helps me in public, but inside i still know its not good for myself, yet i always do it.
Everytime i try to socialize and make friends i have a voice in my head that keeps telling me things. Everytime i want to do something it makes me feel like im not good enough.
I always feel like im not good enough, i know its not a healthy mindset but i cant change it.
I try to talk to people, but i cant, when i ask people for advice they tell me to talk to someone is trust, but i dont trust enyone as i have trust issues.
I always feel like im not who i am, i dont fully recignize myself, shaped to be what people expect me to be, i try to change but ive gone to far for that.
Many people say that its never too late to change, but they dont know how hard it is. I just cant, i am insecure about myself alot.
And i am too afraid to openly talk about it to anyone, especially in person. My friends dont feel like real friends.
I want to get help but im bad at asking for it. I need help, i want help, but i wont get help.
