I’m lonely. I don’t like it at all. Every time I think about it, it makes me want to go into a corner and cry. It’s a sinking sad pain.
My friends in high school were mostly guys but I had 1 or 2 girlfriends who I could be clsoe with. But my homegirls took different paths in life. They don’t have time for me anymore or we just been out of contact for so long that we probably have nothing to talk about anymore. My last friend I think I’m losing her and i don’t want to since we still love each other but we get so busy.
I was always a friend who let everyone tell me their problems because it was in my nature to listen and provide advice. But now I don’t have anyone to tell my pains to. I want somebody to laugh with and text outside of work. I don’t have a boyfriend anymore and I dont want to tell my ex how lonely I feel because I don’t want him to feel obligated to get back with me even though our relationship failed.
I’m lonely and I want to try to date again but I feel like I may just be trying to fill a void and that will make my heart hurt more when/if it fails. I also still have nobody to have chats about this kind of stuff. It s**** not having somebody t0 listen to your problems and laugh and give advice. It’s really f****** lonely. it makes want to an hero every time I get like this.
