I feel so ugly all the time. I’ve been called horrible names by my own father. It dont matter how much weight i lose i’ll always be ugly. I don’t think anyone would feel attracted to me. I understand its like not a big deal. Its more like first world problem but it still hurts. I look at myself in the mirror and cry. I feel like there is nothing i can do to improve myself. I have zero self esteem Just wanted to get it off my chest but not tell anyone i know.