here is my goal for when im 16 YEARS OLD! I cant wait to develope into more of a woman, and first off, im going to start working out so i will be desirable.ahhh! i dont know if i’ll grow out my hair long and be super feminine, or have a cute short picie cut thats super cute. ahhhhhh! and because i’ll be more fit, my face will be less chubby so i’ll get contacts! i will be more flirtyyyyyyyyyy. i know that a boy alreadt had a crush on me (i dont know how extreme it was) but Ha! and i cant wait to expand my wardrobe, and i cant wait to get my drawing skills to be better, and my jawline to look sexier, and to go to playland with my best friend and take cute pictures that we can post online. I want my best firend.I wonder if i’ll evr lose her, or if ill get a new one.I cant wait to be cute, and wear my pair of overalls. I xant wait to go to my favorite 50s ice cream parlor with someone, special or not. i cant wait for so many things. i cant wait and see when ill achive my goals. I cant wait until i can kiss someone.i cant wait to have my other best friend to pierce my ears. i cant wait to get taller, i cant wait to be THAT girl. the girl grade 8s desire and have a crush on. the one whos no longer the small stubby one, the one whos in the plays and is good on the teams. the one who will be happy. the one… the one who will no longer will have bsd acne, (and if i do have acne, b**** aint nobodyyyy) the cool girl who has all the pretty facebook photos. the one who contiues to make the funny jokes, tht weirds people out some times lol.the one to practices the drawings.the one who has cool posters all over her room. the one to write and has talent.the one who has been to a party, or if not, a killer outing with friends!the one whos planning out a sweet sleepover party. the one whos been to improv camp. the one whos amazing at improv, acting, comedy, drawing,writing! the one who has acted wird in public. the one who has made an a** of thenselves. the one wha has sassed someone. THE ONE WHO HAS AN IDEA WHO THEIR DUCKY. the one who is still as clumbsy and cute as i am.the one who has not lost hope. the one who has nice underwear. the one WHO GETS TO WATCH SHERLOCK!!!!!!!!! thw one who is still in love with paul mccartney, benedict cumberbatch, and more british boys. (hotness overload right here)the one who has boys on her wall. the one who owns overalls, and goes out on a walk with her best friends. the one who is way better looking than leonaaaaaaa! the one who is still a night owl 😉 the one who will be internally happy. forever and ever. i want to be tah told lady in the garden, with her homemade potery llined by her walls. paitings hung, books sat up. gloves, sweaters, jackets slopped off on the floor. all by me! all by mee! im gonna smile everyday. i know that i wont always be having a good time, but i will prevail. 🙂
