Maybe I’m sad idk but I cried a lil bit . I decide to stop taking my drum classes from today and it isn’t like I was trying my best but it felt good having to do something . I was not planning on ending it so soon because I don’t feel like I know anything but my family’s having issues arranging for the fees and even tho they don’t tell me to exactly stop but I feel like this is a burden when they’re trying so much to just provide for me . Idk what I’m trying to say or what I’m feeling this exact moment but umm maybe I wanted to share this with someone and found noone , that’s how I ended up here . Not much of a big thing I guess but maybe I’ll feel like I’m not doing anything worthy again . That’s all .