I have to tell you that , I am a loving person , and have experienced s** exposure in my childhood. I read and looked at books and magazines , in my childhood , when I learned to read. Then I had attempts of s***** i********** . With girls and boys. But being a child. It was just fun experiences. When I was graduating from middle school. I had my first real girlfriend s***** encounter. I used a condemn. ( I would like to have the knowledge I know now of Christ, instead of the knowledge of breed and marry a woman by laying with her. ) If there was a formal wedding. We might have still been together. My first real love or real s** partner. I am not sure what to think of that relationship. If it was a relationship. And I did have encounters with multiple persons. Some were just intimate and some were s*****. I was a teenager that was exposed to s**. I had many encounters over the years until my present time. There were moments of celebacy , but it wasn’t by choice. Now that I have Christ in my life. I work hard and to the best of my ability . I stay chaste from s***** encounters with females or women that I am not married to. I am not perfect. So I have made a number of mistakes , with some one night stands. Or some close contact intimate encounters with persons that are said to be friends. I have prostituted with women. And have had encounters with homosexuals , shemales , transexuals , transgenders , and , I am guessing bisexuals. Now that I have Christ in my life. I have faith , hope , charity , love , power , and peace , to only make love and have s***** activity with my spouse. In which I pray , have faith , hope , charity , love , power , and peace , that the woman I am looking forward to espousing shall be a blessing bestowed upon me from our Father in Heaven. I ask that all the persons that I have made love to or had s***** encounters with , that I was not married to in the house of the Lord. Whether it was for a service or pleasure. I ask them to forgive me for my fornicating and adulterating , and prostituting , encounters, experiences , and transgressions as well as iniquitous , mannerisms or behavior.
I ask O’ Heavenly Father , cleanse me of my sins , and let these persons forgive me as I forgive them. As well as ask them to have a good thought of allowing me to be blessed with their blessings on their mother’s and father’s sides of the families , so that I can espouse the woman I am looking forward to marry and spend the remainder of my days of my life with in the name and house of the Lord our God of Heaven and earth. I’m Heavenly Father. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ . Amen.