Sometimes I wonder what my s******** is. I’ve never had a boyfriend, but I’ve never had a girlfriend either. Sometimes I stare at breasts, even though I’m only 12. I’m not over developed for my age, I’ve barely hit puberty, I have hair “down there” but I don’t have developed breasts yet, so I don’t think it’s hormones. If I was lesbian I’m afraid of what my parents would say, because our entire family is Jewish and we’re normally a “model” family. Blonde, stay-at-home mom, black haired, slightly balding, office “goes to work at 7 AM comes back at 6 PM” dad, and 3 kids: Girl (me), boy, girl. I’m fascinated by breasts, but I never feel like I want to kiss a girl or anything, but not a boy either. Maybe I’m bisexual, but I’m not sure. I’ve never told anyone this, and I go to sleep afraid what would happen if I did.