I’m mad because or ‘friend’ visits way too much and is being creepy. = =” I know he’s just like that, but i’m a loner type person and I need my 5 minutes of peace!! Someday’s he shows up at the apt before I even wake up and leaves when I ready for bed again. What the crap is that?! I got s*** to do today!
And it’s not just his company that bothers me, it’s the way he’s molding my boyfriend into even more of a car freak. I like cars, I have a healthy likeing of cars. These two are OBSESSED. Day in and day out cars cars cars race race dorifto! I cannot handle 24/7 of one thing over and over and over and over and over again.
What happened to looking up spiritual energies, aliens, fighting techniques, under water pyramids, bushcraft, the cool s***! Now i’m just stuck here watching these two morons drool over rotary’s and other imports EVERY DAY. e___e” Why..
It’s just making me so feel so fed up, but if I try to talk about it, it’s not a ‘good enough’ reason to be upset just because he enjoys cars. It’s not the fact that he’s enjoying cars that upsets me, it’s the fact that that’s ALL he thinks about and doesn’t follow his own old interests anymore. Now they’re just turning into the same person, and I don’t like that person. I want my boyfriend back.
But I guess that’s selfish of me… They are best friends after all.
I don’t really know how to approach this, I guess just have to let it play out, ignore my feelings, and see if he continues to be the man I love or change into a person that I just can’t stand. I’m losing my boyfriend x_x to his best friend. I’m sure neither of them see it that way and if I did end up going, both of them would be upset. It’s odd but, my boyfriend says he loves me, our friend says he loves me even more.. My boyfriend doesn’t realize that he’s not joking and is hiding his feelings. *sigh* What in the world am I doing. . .