I feel like no one wants to be my friend or actually get to know me. Everyone’s fine with hearing my one off comments and not knowing more about me. But I want want friends. I want a group to invite me to things and be okay with me not always being up for joining but still inviting me. I don’t think I started feeling like this until middle school when the class stopped being forced to give invitations to everyone or no one. So I stopped being invited. Not that I was invited often to start or that I even made that many friends but it nice to be invited to same as everyone else. And now I’m 21 with one friend who I only see once every couple years because we’re states away. And I’m so alone.