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I was a 100% gay bottom before I’ve met my girlfriend. We are together for about 10 years (!), I was never and would never ever cheat on her, because I love her. Our relationships are THAT kind of relationship everyone talks and dreams about – we are perfect for each other, we love same things, movies, music, games etc, even s** is great (not that often, but still great), and I consider myself as one lucky b******, but.
It really gets me – the idea that I would never ever experience g****** again. I try not to think about that, but that’s nature, DNA and stuff.
She knows I was gay, but I am trying to be an alpha male with her, I would never show her that I miss the old times, because, well, because. I don’t want her to know that I still miss that life a little.
S****** s** isn’t the choice because of that.
And it gets me. Just a random confession.

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