my friends and I had our birthday party last night, I not throwing a big event like I always do at my house cause my old friends have drifted apart, plus I don’t really care to be flashy anymore, I don’t want the house damaged, and I really only have 2 friends in a different circle of friends anyways, so I thought this year I’d spend it with them. plus my parents are retired and I also thought they like a night alone, since I hardly ever leave the house. I ;ve become such burden on them since I dropped out of college, my dad said he loved me for the first time when I was at college I think it was a mix of being proud and get laid almost every night, I sure once I get my own place and out of their hair my dad will be happy again. then din out every night like they use to when I was in college and they wont have to cook me supper every night.