i seriously just want to give the f*** up i dont feel like i can do it anymore everyone and their opinions and feelings (which i know they have the right to have) are driving my head insane i dont want to hear it anymore i dont want to deal with another thing this is all wayyy too much i hate life this is horrible i appreciate and love everyone in my life but i just want to say f*** it to all of you and give up and disappear i have no time to breathe or think and i have no way to get away