Honestly, I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried to be someone else so you’d love me, but that did not work out at all. I’ve tried to be open with you, but I forgot that you never text back. I’ve tried to be funny, but you laugh all the time anyway. I’ve tried to be cool, but I just look stupid when I do that. I’ve tried to be friendly, but that will never be good enough. I’ve tried everything, but I still can’t make it happen. Is love for girls different than love for guys? If it is, please explain girl love so I can try to work my way through to you. You’ve called me a “sweetheart” and really funny, but you still don’t love me. I don’t make things awkward, ever, so I’m still a really fun person, even with you around. I understand that you don’t love me, though, and I understand why. I just wish there could be another way. I have accepted that “we” will never happen, but I’m just really bad at keeping it that way.