Although I am in a happy relationship, I am struggling with p**********.
On 17th January and 2th February I did something I had sworn to do it never again.
I was at home at the computer surfing in the internet.
I went on zoo-p*** sites watching people doing s** with animals and had m********* while watching these videos.
I did it although I knew, my girlfriend does not accept this behavior.

regretfully, Paul