Am I useless? I feel useless. I know I’m just ‘depressed’ and its just a phase, but I would like to die please. To be honest, he only thing stopping me from committing suicide is the fear of failure. I’m a burden to everyone around me, and no matter how hard I try, I cannot be enough, so why bother. God, I sound so cliche. I would miss my cats, though I don’t think anybody would miss me whatsoever.