I feel so alone and empty inside my life is so hard right now and I honestly need a hand to hold. I need help but I’m to afraid to ask for it . I have thoughts of suicide and don’t know if I can do it anymore. I have no hope, but I’m hanging on . The reason I can’t ask is because in today’s society everyone is faking mental disorders/mental health that when you go to someone with a real problem, they don’t believe you . It s****.