um in love with this girl so much, that when i think about her and me and future together, tears roll down my eyes, but i have personal secrets if i tell her she will leave me for sure. right now we are very good friends she is supportive and everything, recently she said she hasnt ruled going out with me, or atleaast she doesnt know, um really scared i might lose her. i love her so much, i miss her, she is out of town. 🙁