I’ve been trying to hide my depression and sucdal thoughts for a month now. I should maybe tell a friend or a boss or family but they wouldn’t understand. Right now it seems like I have so much to live for. But for whatever reason I’m sucidl again. If I keep faking it and repressing it, maybe it’ll go away. I’m trying to make sure I make it another year but everyday gets harder. I don’t feel like I can tell anyone-they’d think I was making it up. I wish I was, I’m tired of being tired of life and always wanting to punish myself severely.