For give father for I have sinned it had been my first confession and I am scared. If my best friend handt come up and my husband wasn’t coming up in a week I would have blown my brains out because being alone wouldn’t be so bad than being dead. I’m sure that no one would relize for at least a day. I can not wish for more than anything that my life had more meaning to it than just sitting at home waiting for a nine to five job every day. I just pray to god that something more than this life would being more meaning but it hasn’t.
