He hurted me once, and i know that he will do it again. I cant imagine that i used to love him. I cant believe that i trusted him, cant believe i didnt realise earlier that he wasnt a good guy. I hate him. I always pretend that i got over this, but im hiding it to myself, im not, im not over it.. and i dont know how to get over this, i cant forgive him, ill never be able to do it. Im afraid to be hurted again… Im afraid of him because i know that he wants to hurt me. Im afraid