I wish i was capable of attracting girls.but i have a better chance of finding the holy grail.not getting girls really got me depressed.to the point its all i think about.i think about s**,love,and relationships 24/7.i cant focus on anything else. I want to but cant.since ill never attract a girl i think i should just kill myself and end the misery. I dont even have female friends so why should i live any longer?