after the breakup of my first long term relationship (on christmas eve in a city where the only person i knew was her) i realised how many amazing friends and family members i have and how many people their are around me that really care for me and love me. on a night of intoxication on a mixture of substances i tried to kill myself. I’ve never felt so selfish, stupid and nasty in my life. I never ever want anyone close to me to find this out.
