My adhd and ocd symptoms are in full flare today, my brain fog is all consuming, and Ive managed to not do anything explicitly evil. If it was gonna happen, it woulda happened today. Im mad at myself for not being more productive and wasting so much time edging and rereading old posts, but Im proud of myself for not lashing out or getting paranoid or overly emotional. This is a huge win. I still need to work on my lust, but all things considered, I’m proud of myself for not spiraling today. Hypersexuality isn’t a bad thing in itself. It’s what you do with it.