Reply to military man. They did not just give you a 70 percent disability because you asked them for it. They more than likely had you see more than one doctor and the doctors determined (along with primary MDs) that you have substantial mental problems. Work with your doctors and inform them that you would like to work no more than two days a week to start which would only be 16 hours per week. This should not interfere with your payments and will build back your self esteem and self worth. Always be frugal and save as much money as as possible. It seems to me that the real hurt inside of you is that you want to see yourself as a contributing member of society and you can be. Aside from two days per week at a paid job, you can also volunteer to make a difference. I wish you all the best and God be with you and your family. Please see Bible Verse Mark 9:23
