My life is boring af. Lol !. I have no friends and I ghosted the man I love because I was afraid of commitment and stuff. I am all alone,sad and angry at myself. I really want to make new friends but I am just afraid that they’ll not like the real me. I have been stealing people’s personalities. It kinda worked out as I bagged so many friendships, til I met this girl and she changed me for the better. The more I became my self the more people leave me. So I decided to just end all the friendships and focus on her ,because she brought out the best in me. Everything was going well, til she died. I lost everything and I was kinda low key in love with her .planned her birthday and stuff and she had to die before it. It was kinda selfish. I am still not over her and I still pushes people who loves me away. After 7 months I am still alone ,no friends, no boo ,no family. And I am really trying so hard to like get over this and I see some good changes. This year wasn’t the best but I am leaving all of these things behind as I prepare myself for 2022 .