I have a habit of digging myself into holes and not being able to get out of them. I mean, I keep setting myself up to get hurt, and I’m the a** of the joke to everyone that knows me. I let guys into my life that like to disappear randomly, and I do it every time. And just like the cliche I treat the nice people in my life like total s***, and the people that hurt me golden. Now I’m sitting here with nothing and no one.