I have a slight confession. I told this girl that I like her and would want to see her more to really get to know her and maybe become more than mates. She doesn’t feel the same way so it isn’t going to happen though.

I played down my feelings for her a lot though. I just made it sound like I kind of like her.

The confession part is that I really really liker her. She drives me crazy in a very good way. I think about her a lot. I would say I have fancied her for at least 4-5 months, probably longer. I just need to get it out that I think about her a lot, wish I could kiss her and snuggle up with her.

The idea of going on a date with her is bliss. I just feel like I want to see as much as possible and really get to know her, down to every little last detail.

I am really struggling though. I want to send her a message on my phone, but I can’t as she just wants to be mates and I want to be more. So I have to resist the urge to speak to her, when all I want to do is hear from her and find out more about her.

I can’t even really tell anyone about how I feel about her, as they would just think I am mad. She is not even really the right type of girl for me, but she is irrestible. I can spend just an hour’s car journey thinking about her.

I literally can’t even imagine what kissing her would be like. I think I would maybe cry from the emotion and the joy. That would not impress her! I am starting to think I belong in a loony bin locked up! It’s just mad, she has this power over me and all logic goes out the window! She stirs up feelings inside me like which I have maybe never had before.

This is the worst confession ever. I just need to really confess I like her an unhealthy amount. Even though I will probably never date her I am just really happy to have meet her.