I blew up the chance to be with a good man like I always do.We met while he was picking me up from Uni and he’s a really smart and sweet guy.We had like 6 ‘riddings’ with his cab until he actually asked me out.After our date he said he would like to met again but I acted totally retarted and bitchy saying that I’m busy with school and I can’t afford spending precious time.I did this kinda against my will I know my mom wouldn’t accept it ever,and now I’m regretting so much for what I’ve done.I’m such a t***,stupid me!