I miss her more than she knows. I met the love if my life online. The problem is that I am married and have a son. I never met this woman in person. But we spoke every day online, exchanged emails all day online, talked on the phone frequently and even video chatted when we could. I fell in love with her and she fell in love with me. She was mine for 7 months. A month ago she said she was tired and just didn’t feel anything for me any more. She said I never really loved her anyways. That was thing she ever said to me. I know I am a jerk and in the wrong. I know she is better off without me and there was no end game. But I love her. It is New Years Eve and the person I want to hug and kiss to ring in the new year is thousands of miles away and feels nothing for me now. I don’t expect sympathy. I just wanted someone to know how much I love her.