i am a 16 year old girl.. i was abused and mistreated and i have thought of suicide many times and i just cannot stand the sight of my parents or siblings anymore… and due to my abuse i am to afraid to get attached to people and i can’t form an emotional bond.. and if i do and people start to find out.. i lose intrest in the guy.. and i haven’t cried infrount of anyone in 2 years but i cry myself to sleep at night, quietly so my little sister wont hear me… thanks i needed to get that of my chest