I really don’t blame you for being a bit scared of me, Im bipolar as f***, always h****, I tend to get my hopes up and then lash out when I crash back to reality, and I do a lot of stupid s*** in general and I have been known to be cruel in the past. But… as fucked up as I am, as absurd and miraculous as it would be, I’d drop everything for you and run away with you if you asked me. Id tell my friends and family to go f*** themselves if they tried to keep me away from you. It doesnt matter what mean things I say to try to chase you off and convince myself that I don’t need you, I will always care about you, by no choice of my own. You will always be my weakness. I do not have the slightest power to resist you or refuse you. I would douse myself in gasoline if you held the match, just to be half as luminescent as you are. Time does nothing to dull my desire for you. Just remember that if you’re ever in need of an antihero. Im no hero, but I would kill for you, and I would die for you. I’ll wait for you until my heart shatters and my mind breaks.