Usually I don’t know when I need help so I don’t ask. Now I need it and I don’t know who to ask or how. I don’t know what they could even do to help me. I’ve been untreated for so long I’m kind of numb/emotionless again. I honestly just want positive physical contact and to feel like I’m actually loved. Apparently we don’t get along but from my perspective he gets angry for no reason a lot of the time. He hates when I’m home and can’t appreciate how much better we have it now than we used to.