I was self harming the more I was being severely abused by other people messing up my dreams and education and love life. its a form of self punishment, expressing anger and self hate, not being able to forgive yourself over something you did wrong, r*** or child abuse issues. self harming being the only way to let out inner pain. feeling out of control and seeking attention that was so needed mental health. the more I was being ignored, hated, disliked and punished I self harmed as a self punishing administering thing and still go through that and I am 42. unresolved anger towards yourself, self loathing and not seeing yourself worthy of pretty skin. I have an allergy rash and vaginal rash from r***, I cut the pain out from those sores. I cut for self punishment and anger at being abused and not being listened to or helped along wit r*** issues or study problems. the more they stuffed up my education or I was abused by peer pressure and not getting a boyfriend the more regularly I cut. the pain I was in the more I cut. I cut for s***** pleasure. suicidal feelings …. etc. the movie Hidden Secrets is a lot like me. feeling like no one cares, afraid of more abuse if I tell my story of r***, s** abuse as a child, feeling like no one cares and people wrecking my career and education, love life. not being listened to about s***** abuse etc.

cutting out the pain from within… when there is no other alternative but to self punish is my line! for being dumb, ugly, not good enough, uncared about, we all need healthy attention or reasonable people around us to care, feeling invisible, bullied and battered. when no one likes you.