So, I broke up with my boyfriend when I found out he’s cheating on me, and I was rude and mean about it. But then, I started missing him, so I apologized for being mean. (I made it very obvious that I didn’t want to date him again), but I’m starting to fall for him again, and he’s still with the other girl. Part of me wants to be with him, but another part of me wants to stop talking to him and avoid him entirely. I’m so confused, it’s not even funny anymore.