I feel like I am addicted to s**. There was a time in my life that I could take it or leave it. But now I want it, I need it daily! If my husband isn’t interested than I m********* instead. I have s***** feeling toward his friend too and wonder what it would be like to be with both of them. The fucked up thing is I am very jealous at even the thought of my husband and another woman. We had a three way once and all I asked is that he not have i********** with my gf. So then when she was giving me oral, he snuck up on her and put it in her. He later claimed that the only way he got off was that he was looking at me. I have, in my lifetime (36 years old) slept with over 40 people men and women. Is that unusual?