I can hear what they’ve said, everything is echoing throughout my head, the voices they don’t go away anymore. One after the other it repeats itself, it’s never the good thoughts, only the ones I don’t want to remember. I think that’s why i remember them, the thought that i’m worthless, too loud, too quite, crybaby, too cocky, hypocritical, too easy, fat, ugy and overall the one that sticks with me the most is selfish, all of these things people have said to me or i’ve said to myself and those never leave.
