i dont have any friends, my friends are all selfish bastards who pretend my presence is a necessity and like my absence is an unforgivable betrayal yet when i am with them the only things we discuss are people, and gossip, and people. Call me stuck up but i am too intelligent to be so shallow and it drives me mad trying to interact and socialize with people who believe that because you do not like to drink or don’t go to parties every weekend you have nothing interesting going on in your life.
And this is why i am writing this. for my “friends”. i hate you all, you dont care about me and if you did you would be a hell of a lot more understanding about my family sitation, no f*** that, my life situation. I dont know, friends are supposed to be people who distract you from your family problems and life worries, not add to them. I’m being driven internally crazy and noone even knows it