I used to lurk on this site solely to rant of some random boy i met on discord, i based all of my worth off of someone cold and aloof. I wanted to get close to him, and i gradually did, however i acted like an idiot filled with insecurities so he treated me the same. He mocked my beliefs and never tried to incite conversations, leaving me to dry. He is a white boy in a small town so I dont blame him, but just an hour ago i blocked him on all platforms. i am proud of myself, i was infatuated with him and it was getting to the point of obssession. I feel free and in control now, im glad i am not going to base my worth off of him. Plus he has a s*** taste in music so that wouldnt work out <33