I know that it’s wrong and weird and just awful but I just found out that my best friend lost her virginity to my old crush and very close friend recently. Even though I have a boyfriend I’m actually pretty upset and hurt and might I say a little jealous as well. She’s always been better at me in everything : better grades, better in sports, better everything really.
And it hurts. It s**** to know that someone I once had strong feelings with is doing this with her. Her out of all people. This just blows.