I dont like anyone disturbing me in sleep. I cant predict how bad i’l react. 2 days before i had a serious s***** exam. & i had kept the alarm for 6 15. I had to leave by 7. But night i slept by 2 and was so tired & sleepy and i snoozed it to 6 30.

My dad thought of waking me up early so i wont get late & he called me several times. It was so disturbing. I feel better if i wake up after 5 min of snooze. And he knows it. But he still called & called & called and that was it!!
I shouted at him! i started babbling some weird things hurting him and screamed like ‘never interfere in my life ever’ and blah blah. He felt bad and asked sorry and gave me coffee. But i just took & kept it harshly on the table and it splashed all over. I got even more mad with that. I told him that he ruined my day and all. He didn’t say anything after that. My dad made me breakfast but i didn’t have it & left by 6 45. My exam went bad. I was more upset and distracted.

When i returned back by noon, i felt bad behaving like that with him. Cause i know he only meant me good. He didn’t have his lunch and was waiting for me. We have it together. But i just sat there and ate it like a monster, so roughly. Then he bought me fruits and stuff. But i told i dont want it. Then he was caring me so much after that. Like so much. Bought me something to eat everytime. I love to eat and he knows it. Now when i returned from my friends house, there was chocolates and sweets over my table. He even done many cleaning and stuff in my room. Bought me so me extra pens. It was all set. I felt even more sad for him. But it’s been 2 days i havent talked with him. Yet he does everything to please me. 🙁

Poor daddy. I love you. But now i’m so distracted with other things that i can hardly be happy and calm. I’m sorry for what i said. 🙁