Do you think that he has a thing for me too, or I am just assuming things?
Hi! There’s this guy that I just met online on a dating app called “Meet Friends”(idk if I remember it correctly tho haha), he’s from North Africa and I’m from East Asia. When we first got to know each other we both have our own crushes that we don’t stand a chance or maybe we just don’t have the courage to convey our feelings with them. That’s why we could somehow understand each other. At first I really didn’t like him, because he was bossy, swears a lot and I find him arrogant. That’s why I said that I’m not gonna talk to him anymore. And I bid my goodbye. But, he asked for my fb account… I was skeptical about it at first because I never added foreigners on FB account . Nevertheless, I felt ease when he was the one who asked me that. Still I gave him my dummy account , with no content at all -lol. Just to make sure that I am not adding a creepy guy or pervert guy haha. I thought he’s gonna ask me , if it’s just a fake account or would insist on knowing my real account, but he didn’t. We kept talking for weeks and months , and when I feel I’m comfortable enough and trust him enough. I decided to add him on my main account. Everyday he would send me memes, tell me jokes and tease me a lot,things that would make me laugh, and tell me about the things that he likes even tho I haven’t had a clue what he’s saying which I didn’t mind at all—all along like it’s normal ‘cause we’re friends. When he would bring up his crush I would cheer up for them . But, strangely , I don’t know if I am just assuming things but when I said “I’m rooting for both of you , instead of saying “Thanks” he said “Nevermind” . Until now, I’m still wondering, why did he respond like that? What was the meaning of that answer? No matter what he says , I am always just supporting him and just listen to him so does he. As I get to know him more he begun to be patient, supportive and understanding person, and I see it as a good thing. We never had once vid call nor audio call, we just chat … Fast forward it’s been almost 6 mos since I’ve known him online. I remember I told him that “if ever I blocked you online that means that…I’ve fallen for you already” and few weeks have past , I realized that I’ve fallen for him definitely, because I’m always thinking of him already, even if I don’t want to, he’s just on my mind most of the time, and I would caught myself grinning widely, realizing it’s because of him. After I told him this , he said that “We are FRIENDS NOT LOVERS.”
Hence . I got rejected without having a chance to confess to him , even tho I don’t have plans on doing so haha. But at that time at least it became clear to me that we’re just friends , and nothing more…it hurts tho haha. So when I have confirm that I really like him , I already blocked him in all of my accounts and all his accounts that I know.
The next morning, someone texted me , saying that “ Hi , this is my 5th account.” . I was like “wow , he really did what he told me before that even if I blocked him on my main account he still have spare of accounts that he’d use to talk to me. And so I replied “Please stop talking to me…” He asked why, I told him my personal reasons and I made him remember if ever I blocked him , that’s a clue there.
In our conversation at his 5th account I felt like I just confessed my feelings towards him. I thought he would get mad or tell me to not to fall for him or tell me to stay away from him… however he didn’t do any of these at all. Instead he told me that when I blocked him, he kept on searching and did not stop looking for my account but he couldn’t find me until I unblocked him the next night. He said “I already found you” . Oddly , I felt butterflies inside my tummy… it’s a weird feeling but I felt like crying and happy at the same time… idk why but he made my heart flutter this time. I told him that, “I blocked you because I already like you , and I told you before that I can’t, and I really can’t”…. I asked him to give me time so that I could resort my thoughts about him and to step back for a moment. You guys know what he said ? “I’m not gonna give you time.”… Geez , I almost heard his voice ice inside my head . He’s serious . But then again I don’t want to assume things because he already said that we’re just friends and not lovers… after I unblocked him , he thanked me and he named me “Mrs. Block “ even tho I’m not married yet-lol