Ya know? Don’t call me “Dear” and sure as f*** don’t confront me in front of people as to why I am not social or why I’m not talking or why I just took my board and walked away, why I am not shitting sunshine and rainbows, discuss it with everyone out loud, my brother, my boss, that’s why I consider you dangerous and a bit crazy. Don’t assume the problem is you, don’t assume there is a problem at all. Back off and keep it to yourself. Impersonal my would not have brought you in, but that’s not up to me. For what it’s worth, I think he is an idiot loser and I’m not alone either. Far from it. Maybe I’m just and hot, tired and I gave my last bit of fake nice to the last person I talked to. Just be anti social with me. I’m picky with people. Guys are whatever. I’m a man, I have no use for dudes at all. I can relate to people in general if I need to, I can be polite and convincing if I need to be, but it’s just not real and sometimes it takes effort. I’m probably being paid to do it. It’s my job, and I am good at it.
If I am being realistic, the odds of me hitting it off with a woman out there to where I have real interest are probably anywhere between 1 in 200 and 1 in 1000. The rest, I honestly couldn’t care less. I can’t just be with anyone. Looks, personality, interests, intelligence, that all comes intonplay and I would not over look any of these factors. Friends, relatives, the type of people in her life, her exes, how stupid are they? are they black? retarded? How f****** irritating are this f****** idiots? etc all that plays a big factor.
If you were in and then fall out with me, or should I say, you force whatever feelings I may have had for you to die…. well, that’s it. For good.
That always blows me away with people. Women out there. I just people on s*** like looks, style, musical taste, beliefs, and any one of them is a huge b**** killer. Chasing me around forcing me to look at you or getting in my space because you think I’m mad at you, when in reality, I don’t really know you, care about you, and don’t like what I see, TBH will just make it worse. It’s invading personal space. The best you can do is just act like I don’t exist. Some people when you do that might eventually come around if there was some actually chemistry at one time, but chances are I don’t care, and I won’t come around. My mind is made up. I can’t ever be “set up” either. It has to be completely natural and by chance. A chance meeting in real life.
Nothing online is real to me. My mind is completely closed on that, and I will never back down from that belief either. I don’t need to.