It is kind of funny and a bit out there to me the tactics people use to try to get me around them. Reverse psychology. Yeah and it was ALWAYS me seeking you out 🙂 I just Wouldn’t. Give. Up. If they can’t directly be around me, they try to get it second hand. I don’t understand it. The interest. Actually I DO understand, I am a valuable person to have around. I’m “attractive” in more ways than one, I have some quality traits, the problem is usually we are just not the same minding people. I’m also admittedly intolerant. I will be the first to admit that. Judgmental, even if I don’t say it. I usually don’t show that, I think it, I don’t say it, until I come to a point or opportunity I need to cancel it. I grow away from it, and I have no desire to be around it. It’s a choice. Might not be easy at first, but it’s the right thing to do. I guess it’s hard for me to understand the effort put in and need to be around someone who clearly doesn’t want any part of you. I’m not that proactive. I would rather be doing something else. Get a hobby. Maybe find a reality TV show, a soap opera. Something more pleasant and real.
I don’t understand the motives of someone who doesn’t like you, wanting to around you. Especially second hand. I never hold a grudge, I’m not planning on getting revenge, I just simply write it off the page. If I dislike you enough, I cancel you and everyone around you who ever touched you. For good. I’m like that. It could be anyone. I might even ditch my own brother if I got the wrong vibe out of him.
If I go to my best friend, and tell him something and I get anything other than straight up support, he better not blow some air out his nose, and then brush it off as no big deal or a long time ago or guess what? That’s a bad enough vibe to me, from my perspective, you my friend are on the wrong side. You are too close to what I cancelled. You, are cancelled because I can’t trust you. I can’t have that.
If people really want to do me proper, if you know I cancelled you, and you known I did and not because I thinking out don’t like me either, and you know I will walk away from everything you touch or get near without a second thought, just stay back. Quit touching my s*** and if I’m so important you need to get away from it, if you see more than I do, if I’m important, stand up for it. Get that toxic s*** away from you.