Being childish, self centered,, and immature is what got me in to this situation. It’s become clear that the only way to break this cycle is for me to finally be the adult in this situation. You’re too broken to have to shoulder a load like that. I’ve said too much foul s*** at this point to shoot you an empty apology, so how about have a nice life and go away forever? For your own good and mine. You’re like flint and I’m the tinder, we can’t interact without explosions. I need to find strength beyond what I’ve ever had before to end this cycle of hatred and emotional abuse. Save yourself b****, you can be happy if you do. Let me rise above or go down in flames alone, I promise you you’re never gonna hear my voice or see me in the same room again. You’re like hard drugs, and I need to clean up or I will truly be lost. See you never. You’re officially dead to me. Leave me to my delusions and daydreams whe I try to claw what little piece of my soul remains from oblivion.
